Well, there it was........ Christmas 2015 gone never to return, I don't know about you ?  but this limbo bit after Christmas always feels a little sad like an anti climax, after all the build up and excitement now it is gone :( 
family have all left and the place just feels a little empty and sad with remnants of junk food filling the place.

The house is still fully decorated, I am a bit superstitious and wont take them down until the 12 days of Christmas are over, although I am seriously thinking it makes way more sense to have a fresh start on New Years Day, all ready for 2016. 
 Talking of 2016, I don't do New Years resolutions but I have a feeling in my waters that this year is for some reason going to be a good one, either that or I have cystitis coming !

I am making plans, not resolutions, I have decorated what was a spare junk room into an office, so hopefully the *plan* is to work in there rather than make the house a tip on blogging days.

The next *plan*  is to shift this rather large layer of fat I have accumulated since giving up work a year ago, I am now at my absolute heaviest, having put on a Few________ ie: more than 2 Stones this year, we could even say a Few x 2 if I were being completely honest.

  WHY ? you may ask, I would answer with No Idea.
 HOW ? you may also ask, by being a total glutton and not moving enough would be my reply.

For some reason I have totally lost the plot in the last 9 months, No I am not expecting, that ship sailed 10 years ago :)  
 But it's all good I have a PLAN lol .  I am not taking up jogging on the 1st of Jan, calm down, I couldn't even run for a bus let alone jog out of choice !  No seriously, the plan is to shift this bloody weight, of course its partly vanity, but it's also because it's making me feel dead rough and out of breath constantly, I am in awe of plus size girls who manage to stay healthy as well as looking gorgeous, but it's not for me.

 Maybe as I have gained such a huge amount in  such a short space of time it is having more of an impact, but whatever it is, I don't like feeling like this and long to feel healthy again. I stopped my beloved Primal /Paleo lifestyle and fell face first into eating junk.

 The aim is to stop brushing Toast, Cake, or Biscuit crumbs from my boobs which have grown massively and be able to see my feet with ease !

On that note I will be doing weekly updates naming brands that have helped and hopefully charting my progress. I hope you will join me, not in the weight loss thing, unless you want to ?  but just as a bit of moral support.  I am 60 this year and intend on looking my best for the occasion :)

Love N Hugz
Lyn x